alex, i seriously doubt that your T finds you dull and boring. i don't think you can do that number...........

we all are too hard upon ourselves and we start the swirling around the drain stuff.........if you can't write, you can't write. walk off.....do something totally different. don't hurt yourself.

self-doubt is a witch. and i know of what i speak. :-) please change your routine today and do something for you........

love, pat