So I've been applying for different jobs as the one I have is too stressful and finally got a call back for an interview yesterday. Yay!!
After thinking about it for a while I realized that if I am hired, that means new rules, easier job (hopefully), new people, new (and hopefully the same) pay and new insurance!
New insurance...
BOOM!!! Instant anxiety attack. New insurance won't kick in until I've been with the company for what... 90 days? I see my T once a week and pay my copay which is hard already. I'm not gonna be able to see her while I'm waiting for my insurance to kick in. And forget my pdoc, forget my meds. Holy crap what I am going do?