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Originally Posted by kneehole
Does anyone else feel like they don't let everything out to their T? I feel emotionless and try to make myself seem so fine and downplay so much, yet I feel like I'm screaming my head off inside and holding myself hostage. I have thoughts of wanting to kill myself constantly...I have urges to filet my wrists open like a fish with my razor or the nearest sharp object. I can't stand myself.
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I understand totally about downplaying everything. Take good care of yourself and do try to talk to your T about what you are really feeling. It will help.
