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Old Sep 21, 2013, 05:52 PM
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I'm usually good with my money but when I get hypomanic or manic, I do spend a little more. One time when I thought I was the next big thing in art and was going to change the world I bought a $400 pastel set. And that was on sale! Then I would sometimes get multiple balsa model kits at once and that can add up to several hundred dollars. To put in perspective I am on SSI so I only get $710 a month. Or I would buy a lot of computer games. It would drain my bank account when this happens.
When I do spend a lot I do similar things, I think I'll be amazing at art, spend tons of money on art supplies. Think I'll be a great photographer, spend tons of money on photography equipment, etc it goes on and on. When I do it I'm convinced that is the ONE thing I want to do and will be great at Lol I definitely am overambitious with my random life changing "goals" I come up with when manic.
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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type