I'm sorry everyone has shoved you away, i can tell you right now that we here will not though. I understand what you are saying about moods not keeping you from harming yourself and what you mean when you say its your lifestyle. But I still believe that we can get through with this even if we do end up hurting ourselves 'til our time on earth is up! (((cryingchild)))
valbends
Through each others weaknesses we find comfort.