So interesting to read your post, as I've been in a similiar prediciment for a while myself. I know that T knows I love her (in a completely non romantic, big-sister-ish way) but I can't say it to her. I've written it to her, I just can't speak the words to her. I've been trying to figure out why it's so important to me to tell her, and I can't come up with a reason other than "just because".... good food for thought!