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Old Sep 21, 2013, 07:57 PM
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Originally Posted by BluViolet View Post
I am new to this site....but am in the same boat. I am graduating from nursing school soon and have to disclose the fact that I am BPII. I am scared to say the very least.... I have worked so hard to get to this point that I am stressed that the BON won't let me test. I understand why I have to 'disclose' this information but it makes me feel bad. I don't have a history or anything but still. I am sweating this....because up until this point no one knows I am Bipolar except my doctor, husband and a couple close family members and maybe two friends. There is such a stigma involved....I don't like discussing about personal issues. (Hence anonymity on this site!) But now I am about to legally declare myself with a mental disorder and that it will always be on my record.....always. Uggh, I don't know how to deal with this....I have put off applying because I am nervous about sending my declaration to be reviewed.
Be careful what you put on your application......if you disclose a mental illness, the BON will more than likely force you to go through a monitoring program that's actually designed for addicts, nurses who have diverted drugs, DUIs etc. This lasts for a minimum of three to five YEARS.

You'll have to provide observed random urine samples and call in to an automatic messaging system daily, go to THEIR counselors and psychiatrists.....all at high cost. And on top of that, you'll have to work with stipulations that will probably not allow you to administer narcotics, which will make it bloody unlikely that you'll be able even to find a job with your newly-minted RN.

Nervous yet? You should be. I certainly am. I don't know why the nursing boards feel we have to be punished for having a mental illness, but they do, so it's best NOT to disclose if there is any way at all of getting around it.

I'll be honest here. I dodged my state's question that's worded like this: "Do you have any physical or mental condition that impairs or may impair your ability to safely practice nursing?" I said No. At the time I renewed my license last January, my BP actually hadn't affected my practice; there were times when I went home (or was sent home) because I was manic, but I didn't work under those circumstances.

Now that I've lost a job to bipolar and had to severely restrict myself at my current workplace because I can't handle regular nursing anymore, I'm not so sure that I'll even renew next time. I don't have five years to suffer through a monitoring program; I'm almost 55 and would never find another nursing job if I had stips on my license, especially at my age.

With you it's different, because you're just starting out. But while I would NEVER recommend out-and-out lying to the BON, if the wording on that question is ambiguous, I wouldn't think twice about saying No. Just sayin'.
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Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
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Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
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