Thank you for the reply. I appreciate it.

I think I may have to go inpatient after my outpatient finishes. I just can't see anything going well for me after I'm out of the program - it freaks me out. More-so than it has ever done in the past.

My life is in shambles, I've dropped out of school three times now in the past 5 years - all different goals and aspirations... It's been tough, I'm in debt, I quit my job because I went INTO debt for staying in that job (It was oil related - and had the potential to be amazing income, but the weather really screwed up the hours).

Now I'm getting help with feelings and emotions, but honestly - how far does that go when you're still all alone every night - forced to cope on such a profound level - and without the immediate or even short term access to people who offer you some sort of support...

Ex: Therapists

I don't know if this is something I can do on my own, let alone = with someone else who's trained professionally to help me...

I can literallly cry for 8 hours straight when my emotions take over - then I can laugh hysterically for the next 8 hours... But it's such a roller coaster (Most of the time - not all the time) so I'm scrambling to find things that I can grasp onto and keep me from rapid mood swinging...

Anyone else have problems with feeling the need to buy things and eat things? I'm definitely finding I'm impulsive...

Thanks,

ANY INSIGHTS ARE WELCOME PLEASE REPLY