I feel disgusted with myself. It's a beautiful day. The kind of Sunday other people would spend outdoors. But I just want to sit here and make a mental list of adjectives that describe everything that's wrong with me: self-indulgent, lazy, dull, dumb, cold...

I'm aware that this kind of thinking is just the other side of narcissism.

And I feel ridiculous for making my first post in this group so miserable.