NoEmotion,
I'am functioning Alcoholic, which means-
I do all my daily chores, laundry,ironing,dishes,vacumming,moping.
I do the school run 4x aday.
I have a autistic son of 8.
I get up at 6.30 every single day,
I bathe, wash my hair,
My son is bathed and into bed every night at 8.30 with a story.
I maintain my house ie:decorating,mowing the two lawns fixing stuff that needs fixing.
I get my straight A 18 year old daughter off to college every day.
Iam also a single mum at 49.
now my point is i have been an alcoholic since the lord knows when, i have tried AA, i have read plenty of book's on the matter, i'am currently on a "cutting down " regime as it were, and i believe also that your body doe's get used to more alcohol, i too have high anxiety and wake up at about 3 every single night sweating and fearing for my life, you are young and have a lot f years left inside you, i'am psychologically and physically addicted to the stuff,even tho i only drink 1 bottle of 12cl wine a night starting at 6
You say you don't see a problem with it, well my friend if you don't stop now i can assure you 10 years down the line their will be a problem. save your money , and try and get some help please.
good luck, gismo x