Thanks alexandre, I'll do that. and thanks for the support. I'll take it slow see where it goes.

I'm seeing the psychologist volutarily, but only because they said I had to or they'd make me, so I didn't realy have much choice right. Actually I was ok with it in the beginning, but I've been a little scared that they'll make me do things I don't want to. I the beginning they were realy nice, saying that I only had to tell them what I wanted to and they wouldn't push me, and I had a few interviews with my students counselor who just did things to make school easier for me, and now it's just as if they are rushing me into all kinds of things, and that wasn't what they told me in the beginning. I know they are just trying to help, but since it's me they want to help I think they should ask me about it.