I have to say I learnt a lot here. On a good day I tend to think it was a fantastic and insightful decision to come here. I even feel close to some.

At other times I feel muted, gagged, being ganged upon. It really infuriates me.

I guess at one point people will just say "**** off if you don't like like it".

I don't know. I struggle a lot with my sense of justice and the rage that comes from injustice.

It often feels truly vain to post here because if I express what is truly going on; be it pain or a strong opinion - I will just get muted. Silenced, eventually.

One thinks all this talk becomes somewhat revolting and all one can really appreciate is actions. Actions that no one will miss!

Well... I'm not in the best mindset.