Hi Megan, I have the same fear. I'm absolutely terrified of driving, I only have my permit due to that and have no idea when/if I'll ever feel confident enough to drive.

I'm sorry things are going bad for you right now, but it doesn't make you a failure I understand how difficult it is, I live in a rural area so I have to walk everywhere in order to find a job and it's very hard and very limiting. I hope you're able to bring this up with your therapist if you have one? Maybe he/she can give you some suggestions or help you start to overcome your fear. I know it may take a long time, but I hope things get better for you