A few months ago my mom started this thing. We had kind of bad incident with me almost overdosing and ever since then she will not give me anything to eat if im high. Locks me in my room so i cant get to the fridge. Its not really a issue with me being hungry since heroin kills my appetite, but my girlfriend is starting to notice that im getting really thin and shes called the police on my dad before and got him in a ton of trouble. I really cant have that happen with my mom since then id either have to be homeless again or go into foster care.
I cant go through withdrawls, and i really wouldnt mind this entire thing if it wasnt for my girlfriend and my brothers that visit sometimes. Im in enough legal trouble and i really cant handle any more drama.
I was thinking that i might have to break up with my girlfriend over this crap, even though I really dont want to, I cant think of any other ways out of it.
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~“There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed."
-Brent Easton Ellis, American Psycho
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