I have a 101.2 fever right now. I have Adult Onset Still's disease. I have a fever every night. I am in pain every night. I have trouble getting out of bed, getting up and down the stairs, opening my med bottles, and I have an 8 hour shift tomorrow.

I shouldn't have taken a job.
It was stupid of me, I AM stupid for listening to other people shaming me over listening to my body.

All my family tells me is "loads of people go to work with far worse things than Still's." "it's a job, be thankful and suck it up" and wow I AM thankful I AM lucky, but how am I meant to work this job when I can't even get out of bed?

I just need to quit.
I am a moron.