First I have only talked to my T maybe once for a short time about my moms death (last May). It's always part of the agenda he requires but whenever get to it. One time we had time and he was like "ok talk" which felt cold and like there was pressure. I was like forget it.

Another thing is I have a teenage son who is on the autism spectrum currently with a huge anger problem. I had textd my T during these times for help (he has extensive experience working with adolescents ). The outbursts can get scary for me. My T doesn't want to support me even when this happens. It hurts. I don't expect a lot but just some help.