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Originally Posted by dubblemonkey
an immortal fog settles and embraces my psycho sentimental landscape...
visions and cerebral divisions complicate my understandings I cannot breathe easily in this atmospheric debilitation.
illness is remarkably profound at times...
brain malfunctions are happening again.
it is exhausting.... I don't know how much more of this I can take
I am so tired
I really wish it would stop
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((((((( dubblemonkey

)))))))
exhaustion follows alongside misfirings
of a mind
so divided by outer senses bombarding me
with impressions that might be
not true ...
and how can my inner mentality balance that
with what inner reality and logic require?
my cave calls and the world closes me out and
the walls of the cave embrace me, in my imagination
I escape
I love you, James, and I'm so sorry we must struggle so.
Roadie