Oh Psyclox,

I'm so very sorry. Wow, seven friends! That's alot to deal with. It's much more to deal with than a person can do alone.
You need help and you need it fast. Is there anyone you can talk to that will understand? I hate it when people say get over it. It isn't a matter of getting over it. It's the loss of a friend or loved one. It's going on day after day knowing you will never see them again.
You need to see a T. Is it possible?
I'm sorry about your friend. It sounds like your friend is going to need alot of help now, too.
If there is no one you can turn to, keep coming here and venting. It's amazing how it will help, just talking about it and you know we will never judge you.
I'm wishing the best for you. Take care of yourself. Think of the New Year as a New beginning. You can make of it whatever you want.
Hugs,
Linda