alexandra,
I don't think you're boring-- I find your thoughts so interesting as I bet your T. does as well. It's nice of your T. to offer to help you twice a week--IMO.
Please be careful with those self-doubting thoughts-- mine caused me to quit T. completely -- I almost made it to breaking my record of staying with anything more than three years--- but---- *sigh*-- I didn't make it-- those self doubting thoughts got way to strong!

... I just knew T. wanted me to go away and never return.
Please take that hand that reaches out to you, I'm sure he cares about you-- you are worthy and special.
and.... when you are in that new town, you can come here and talk to us--

some familiar people that care.
alexandra-
mandy