((((((( dubblemonkey )))))))

exhaustion follows alongside misfirings
of a mind
so divided by outer senses bombarding me
with impressions that might be
not true ...
and how can my inner mentality balance that
with what inner reality and logic require?
my cave calls and the world closes me out and
the walls of the cave embrace me, in my imagination
I escape

I love you, James, and I'm so sorry we must struggle so.
Roadie