Oh my god, that was the most accurate description I have ever seen on how I feel at night and being alone... Thank you so much...

I can relate to literally everything you have said... It does suck... I already asked my main support person to keep her phone with her, because there is a good chance I will need to call her to take me in...

I wish there were a way to know and accept that I will not be alone forever... I know it.. In my head, I know logically that that just doesn't make sense... But I just cannot accept it.. I can't believe it... I am going to be alone. That's all there is to it, right??