Hi Gina,

Hon, bless your heart, I can tell in your email that you are a very cary person.
You tend to take on everyone else's problems, IMHO.
You are doing a job that is very stressful, being the "mother", the "father", the "doctor", the "entertainer" to these children.
I commend you for it. It's definitely not an easy job.
I am happy to hear that your husband is picking up extra work to help pay for the debts that he has incurred and I realize that especially, now a days, it takes two incomes to make it in this world.
I wish you had someone close you could talk to about these problems but it sounds like your days are filled with fixing snacks and changing diapers.
I understand why you feel this way. I am sorry you are struggling so.
If nothing else, you have this forum to come to when you feel things are closing in on you and I do know you feel this way.
We will always be here for you and try and help with whatever we can. Even if it's just lending an ear.
I wish you all the best and know that I care.
Linda