Hi
Yes
malfunction I feel this too.
Kindness does hurt
I think it makes us feel the real fabric of life and heightens our perception of somehow we don't belong.
It's crap it is this way, what brings us out gasping for breath on the other side I am not sure.
If i had something in me to stop this I would
sorry you are the way it is.
I guess cling on to the rocks t' il they are soft warm sand.