Such a long, long day. But I'm looking forward to showering and doing some cleaning before bed. Nice quiet night. Last night I was in the ER because my friend was getting stitched up again. She self-harms and her cuts are quite deep. She never tells the doctors the truth, but I'm sure they can tell. Especially since one of the doctors that checked on her stitches on the other leg was there yesterday as well. I wish the best for her, I really do.

My mood's been pretty stable. Forgot to take one of my meds until late and felt the withdrawal effects (I can't go a day without it). It didn't get too bad, she mostly feeling spaced out.

Family and financial problems are still there. A whole fun complicated mess, they are.

People have been pointing out that I've gained weight, but that it's a good thing. Makes me wonder how skinny I must have looked. I know I was underweight. Some have pointed out the belly though; need to exercise a bit. I've noticed that I feel faint when I exercise; saw a doctor, did some tests, and I'm deficient in a vitamin. So here's hoping that taking a supplement makes me less tired. I'd love that.

I think that about covers almost everything. :P There's still quite a bit, but I think this is long enough as it is.