Hello XCX, I am sorry that you are having a tough time especially that you are so young. Is it that you are afraid of being alone, that something will happen you. Your anxiety is through the roof with this but I do suggest that you go to the doctor with your mom. I am sorry that I have no words of wisdom,but as I have a 13 year old I would want her to go and see the doctor, just for peace of mind. You never know you may be glad that you went. Sending you big hugs. Keep posting.