Every known human on the face of the planet has faced an incident that was painful....everyone! If you're not a survivor, then how would existense exist...without survivng you would not exist....it's that simple. You do exist...I exist...nothemama exists...Doc John exist...because we've survived. I think what your trying to say is you feel dead and that you have not survived because your not satisfied. Well, satisfaction of life has nothing to do with survival. If you won't allow yourself to be considered a survivor then you will not progress to life, in life, with life.

If we were to rate ourselves and our lives based on the events in our pasts then we'd all be somewhat screwed. If we were to rate ourselves on our satisfaction...again, we would be screwed because we will always ALWAYS find something that we are unsatisfied about.

If you're not a survivor, then what are you?