wow! i'm at a crossroads right now, wants. i know what i'm capable of and i am working really hard to achieve it. i don't know if it is a miracle, but if i can pull it off...we can call it that.

i just happened to see some of my old photographs one day and that got me going and the next day i met a man who had seen my work in a museum in Albuquerque. how can i not do what i'm best at? i felt like a rat, standing there, while he was all giggly and shy and carrying on like i was the Queen of England.....i was so afraid that he would ask about my recent work..................

so, i'm going to take that teensy little seed that he planted in my heart and go back out there and either fall on my butt or not...............

talk to me.........xoxoxo pat