The last week or so my brain has been really messed up because I have only had one of meds till today now I have both. Well since I have been on a mood roller coaster all week. I have been so bad that almost everything has caused me to have a melt down. Well my fiancé has never been with a girl with bipolar disorder so he is not sure how to deal with me. How do I help him to understand how my brain works without repeating everything I say over and over again because I have a bad habit of doing it. I had an ex-boyfriend break up with me for being bipolar because of melt downs like this and I don't want to lose my fiancé because of it he is the love of my life. Please help me at this point I am willing to try anything to help him understand me and may be even find some new ways to cope for myself so I have these melt downs less often.