I'm a scorpio too,was in a relationship with a borderline scorpio man(who now wants to be 'just friends' and is repulsed by the idea of being touched in any way and I respect his wishes now) and the story of the relationship is almost the same as yours.He ended things because 'I got too emotional' but I am not mad at him because I know what emotional upheaval you guys face every second.
I researched BPD extensively and have now understood why a BPD patient behaves the way he/she does.There are many things which cause you pain but the biggest of them all is not being loved and cared for on an emotional level.
I am a scorpio too and nothing is more important to me than embedding my emotions in someone and having them reciprocated so totally understand where you're coming from.
Even though you don't visit it much,feel free to write in to me anytime you want to vent or when the pain becomes too much and you want to scream your lungs out but there is nobody to hear or give you a hug.
I'll be there for you.Take care.
Hugs,
Embellished
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