Does anyone else experience it? Not sure how I'm doing, I'm not depressed but I'm paranoid again. It briefly went away earlier but it's back again. I feel like people are plotting against me like a conspiracy and I'm being spied on. I'm not sure if I should bring this up to my therapist or not, it's kind of embarrassing

It sounds funny but I'm being serious. It really bothers me because every time I start to get happy I get depressed because I'm paranoid about things and it makes me want to give up.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type