I tend to get more paranoid when I am on the way up. Its one of my warning signs. Usually I am thinking that people are trying to get me to go to hospital, they are trying to trigger me and trap me so I am locked up and they can control me.. I also think people are stealing from me or planning to steal from me, I hid all my money and when I was smoking I'd hide my cigarettes. Sometimes I think smoke alarms are cameras and people are filming me and watching me. Glad it hasnt happened for a long while