Hey..and welcome... the only thing you can do is honor your memories by allowing them to come... don't worry about wether or not they believe you at this point because what matters most is that YOU know something happened that you have to heal from...

You can't force the memories, but if you try not to think about it real hard, they sorta just come easier...and you find that you can put the pieces of the puzzle together.. slowly but surely... and the healing begins...

Talking about it helps alot...and its okay to do that here...everything will be alright hun... you already are a survivor so don't forget that when you feel its too much to handle...

Peace, Faith