Okay... i just really need some direction or something... to help with my depression, because i am a very unsocialble, closed up person and i have great difficulties talking about anything. I've told my friend about how i may be depressed and she's been kind of helping me open up a little bit, but i really don't know what to do. She's been telling me over and over to tell my parents or get help but i just don't see a point in doing anything. I mean, i've gotten to the point when i just don't do anything anymore, i probably haven't been very social since the 7th grade. I never get any sleep anymore and im tired and either depressed or pissed off 24/7. I really don't care about me or anyone else and i don't know what to do because i absolutely hate myself, i couldn't care if i live or die.