Thanks, my meds aren't working either

I am finding it so hard to put one foot in front of the other even though it is just the most basic thing. I hate feeling like this. But it is all too familiar. And I know there have been times in between where I have felt ok, but they seem so distant from me now, like I almost imagined it. And I can't ever seem to find my way back to them.

I am stuck. Truly stuck.