Thank you all.

I'm actually profoundly grateful for all the advice, cartoons and suggestions about what might be going on.

I guess - for me - it all boils down to the fact that I genuinely want to participate, even help if I can but I still want to be able to stick to my guns and not being muted when expressing my values.

Frankly, I think it is impossible.

I don't know - I really, really hate compromise and I am so very keen to find a way to be honest and genuine yet supportive, in keeping with the community guidelines.

Maybe an impossible task...

(sad little smile ... )