Thanks for asking

Weekends are better....improving I'd say. Up and down. From therapy, I've realized it stems from my childhood....junior high ....I wasn't very popular and remember friday nights all my friends going out and I was never invited. Despite having friends and a great family now, I've never dealt w those feelings. Once I started talking about it in therapy, I started crying immediately! I was shocked.

The good news is I'm learning to cope, and am not relying on ativan ..I should say I don't need it right now. This past weekend was awful, but overall, I'm making progress...I think.