I have a part-time low level job -- the same part-time low level job I've had for more than 8 years. Countless people who have arrived later than me have been promoted over me.

There was job opening posted today in another department where I work. But I can't apply because it requires that I be available to work evenings. I am not available to work evenings because I have classes. Besides, I haven't applied anywhere since I was hospitalized last year for an eating disorder and anxiety problems. I still have my resume in my computer, but I have dropped a lot of my extracurricular activities since then, so I've lost references and skills.

So it's settled that I won't be applying here. Not available for evenings. I just pray my mother doesn't find out about this opening, because she would want me to apply, even though I can't be relied on to do the requirements.