Hi, i do hope that you can talk to your parents. sounds like you're getting closer to doing that.

i'm sorry that life is so hard right now. i found the teen years to be very frustrating, along the lines you're talking about.

if you can talk to your parents, suggest seeing a counselor. i think it would help to have a sympathetic and objective person IRL to listen to you.....they can be very helpful.......xoxoxo pat