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Its not that you are scaring anyone, You have people concerned and worried about you and your family being ok. It is hard when you are in the middle of a mess to really see what may or may not be going on... It might just be a great idea for your husband to go inpatient .. its really not that bad , he will get med adjustments and be safe.
You will be able to take care of you and Miguel . You will be able to rest and not have to worry about hubby leaving the room.. Really inpatient isn't all that bad , and sometimes its just needed.
I just want you and your family to stay safe