i'm a little better, thanx; but the other nite i had a dream that i went back to california to visit and decided to stay there; i was going to stop by my dad's house to see if i could stay there until i figured out what i was going to do. but i got lost; however, i set my mind to being calm and not getting freaked it. I remember, I was wearing a real pretty dress, that was kind of innocent looking, i was bare foot and wearing a black back pack, and carrying a bunch of stuff that I had picked up at rummage sales and swap meets.