This is an embarrassing topic, I apologize.
I am a woman, but I just don't know if I'm lesbian or not. I've never been attracted to men. And the only person I've ever felt any attraction to was my best friend (who is a girl) when we were younger. Since then, though I have had no attraction to anyone.
Though I'm not attracted to anyone, I have conflicted feelings about my sexuality. Lots of lucid sexual dreams and nagging desires in the waking hours that make me feel guilty. It makes no sense to me, don't normal people feel aroused by someone (or something)? It just comes out of nowhere for me, and lingers for long periods of time. Its just like a terrible desire that has no cause at all!
Please tell me someone knows what I'm talking about.
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