Hello, I'mnotstupid, and welcome to Psych Central! I am really glad to hear you have gotten a handle on your acne.
You might want to meet with a therapist if you are really that upset about how you look. Perhaps some other things can be done to help, too, such as a new hairstyle, etc.
I think it's better to be intelligent than really good-looking myself. (Of course, that probably says something about my looks!) I have great friends, a great hubby, great kids--and an advanced college degree to boot!