This year has been such a roller coaster. I have been fighting major depressive episodes since February. I had been good on my meds for three years but this year they just stopped working. Now the doctor is talking about switching all my meds since adding to them isn't really working.

I just have been feeling so alone lately. My wife just doesn't understand what I am going through and when I try to talk to her she makes me feel worse. I had a friend I could talk to about it but now she is sick of hearing about it too. So I have no one to talk to but my therapist and that just isn't enough lately. I just want this roller coaster to end.