Well that is the problem, I don't want to ask him these questions. I don't want him to be angry with me or be insulted that I might be questioning him. I know that I need therapy very much and if I upset him - he might not want to see me anymore. I can't start over with someone else - it has been a long tedious road so far and he has figured many things out as I don't talk much. Although I talk a great deal more now.