I've seen this new T just a couple of times now and one of the things he wants me to work on is early memories and if I ever remember feeling good or positive about myself........as far as he can tell I have "minus zero" self esteem.....I guess it must be bad when you are below zero and his short term goal for me is to get to "zero". anyway, anyone who figures out how to make the improvement please share.......my homework is not going so well.