I've read all your replies. First I appreciate your responses. It is probable that my T cares. He said it wasn't good for me to rely on him to feel better. At the same time he has let his anger show and loses his patience with me. That part hurts and I think it's true that he should be talking to a supervisor or coworker to help him not become so resentful.

It's his anger and insensitivity that gets to me. He is smart and gives good direction--it's his delivery. He also likes sarcasm. He thinks he's funny. When it's directed at me I don't. We've had that conversation several times too.

I am still on the fence about my appt which is tomorrow. I think I don't want to subject myself to him. Then I think I could write down things that have been hurtful. Then I could read it or use it as I tell him face to face.

He might not even be considering that he hurt me.

I know I'm getting sick of it all.