Thanks Gayle. My therapist has mentioned bringing my wife in for a session but I am not sure if I am ready for that. She tries to understand but just can't. When I mentioned before that I was in crisis she kind of scoffed at it. I love her and the kids but I am so exhausted and stressed that I feel like running away. I don't want to do that to them though. My therapist wants me to take time off because she says it will make me a better mother in the end but I feel so guilty if I am not supporting my family and doing what needs to be done around the house.