This is from last year but I thought you might be able to relate:
Here We Go Again - Voices
The tv is off. In fact it's quiet in here but the voices are back. Sounds like talk radio is on low. Kind of entertaining. At first, though, it scared me because I could really almost make out what they were saying. These are much more real than the others! I felt this out-of-body feeling you do when you're really scared- a swelling, expanding feeling of fear melting into disassociation.
After a few minutes, I realized that the voices will pass and its just all part of "it".
I think it's the fish tank this time. It's the only thing that's making noise except my CPAP and that's just whirring.
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