LONG
*trigger SUI*
I was to late to see My pdoc but I rescheduled it 10/23/13. I'm going to call his other office to see if he has a sooner appointment but a lot of the things I talked to T about.
Start of conversation
Me- "I missed pdoc appointment."
T- "I was very, very concerned about you last time"
Me- "I'm understanding English this time. We're going to have to talk about the whole full time AP thing, there's no way that's going to happen"
T- , "So your sleeping?"
Me- "It level's out to seven hours since I'm taking .5 every other day, w AP I'm sleeping 14 hrs."
T- "So you are taking the AP? So you've taken around 8?"
Me- "yeah because I keep repeating what you said until I eventually take it, (then I completely blanked out) but I don't think the drugs are going to kill me any more ."
T- "So your taken the thyroid med?"
Me- "Sometimes"
T- "You can't mess around with it like you are with the AP, it's not PRN. Are you taking your other meds properly?" (T's meaning: stop messing around with meds & take your damn AP) How are you getting along with family?"

Talked about violent behavior, time running slow ......
T- wanted to talk to my husband. He was getting lunch
T- " your energy will come out no matter what, you need to find hobbies right now" (Sex & SI don't count ) " Your smart and creative but your brain likes to turn on you"
Talk...
"Playing hiding go seek meds"
talk... talk...
T- "So, what side effects don't you like with thyroid med?"
me "It makes me dizzy, off balance and dehydrated"
T- "So, how are you eating?"
ME- " like always (T showed me a project I did) yep "
talk, talk, talk
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Husband
H- " So while MM was sleeping I tried to commit SUI , I failed obviously but I'm in place now that it's not even worth trying, I feel nothing"
T- talk
Husband's pdoc canceled but'll see him tomorrow
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Miguel- Added foclin

So I covered everything but with T. I'm going to see if pdoc can see me tomorrow. If not I'll call his other office to see if there's a sooner appointment.