i feel alone. i have decently supportive family and a loving boyfriend, but i feel like they just don't get me. i hate talking about bipolar or anxiety or my side effects or my symptoms because i feel like a broken record, or like theyre just not getting it. i feel like they dont understand the magnitude of my emotions or my obstacles. i know im loved, i just feel like im fighting an uphill battle. like the ground is coming out from underneath me while everyone just stands around and smiles at me.